awww man! today was awesome but too bad it had to end so soon.  we ate cup cakes, candy, drank soda....man! it was sooo fun. i 'violated' (so say my friends) stuffed animals...it was fun. altho all i really was doing was making them do 'stuff'.  lol. the last day of school is always wild in some way. like 1 hour before school let out, we played musical chairs, duck duck goose, and red rover. it was so funny. it was great and i had fun running arounf taking pictures of all the fun and my friends. yep. it was pretty fun and wild alright. like always. take this pic for instance...its a pic of a Japanese class taking a picture for the last day of school. oh the wildness....

yeah. see what i mean? go you lesbo girls you! yuck....=_=. lol. but still, last day is awesome, cuz u get to do whateva u want.its so cool. i got all my friends gifts and candy. so nice of me right? i know. I'm cool like that. ^_^

am i ready for high school, you ask? you betcha. I'm gonna be the freakin coolest person there! I let Middle school get away but not high school. I have a crazy and awesome personality, so I'll make alot of friends as usual.yep yep/ i actually cant wait to go to highschool. to see all my friends again and stuff. it'll be great. just gotta hope i can remember all my classes and homework.

well...I'm gonna go now and enjoy my first day of summer. i hope its freakin better than last year....cross your fingers for meh!  but since I'm goin to Japan...it'll be awesome. plus my aunt is comin down here too....freakin sweet. lol.
peace

hellos. its meh. ARG! DANGIT!!!! One more day of school left...*sniff* I'm gonna miss all teh ppls at the skool. I hope this summer will be friggin better than last year. i did nothin. notta. zip. *sniff* and before i knew it...it was time for skool. lol. today was fun/boring as heck. we had a award ceremony today. i got some certificates and such, but i find them pointless. and then everyone in my class practically left. so i was alone with some ppl. but i decided to go to another class. and it was fun there while it lasted. i drew some pictures, took pictures of ppl with my friends cell phone. i took a picture of my butt. oh yes...everyone loves my butt. PH34R M3H. and i took a pic of Kupo101's butt too. muahahaha. me evil. my friend kept singing this Gwen stephanie song and gettin it stuck in everyones heads. THIS SH-- IS BANANAS B-A-N-A-N-A-S. lol
dang...come to think of it...this shi- is bananas. I'll never see most of my friends again. they're either moving or going to another skool. great. now I'm more bummed. *sniff*  in the words of Swyper the Fox...."awwww man" *snaps*. but....i feel happy. ^_^ for some reason i do. today is good cuz i got over liking this boy. he's cute, but i dont give a crap. lol. its like i didnt care anymore. oh well. w00t for meh

I'm sittin here listening to Naruto ending song "Akeboshi wind" i love it. it makes me want to cry when i hear it. *sniff* and the music video too.
Cultivate your hunger before u idealize
Motivate your anger to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain...never comin down
Break into the contents...never fallin down

My knee is still shakin, like i was twelve
Sneakin out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice though, but i didnt care
Waiting is wastin for people like me

You say,"Dream's a dream
I aint gonna play the fool anymore"
You say,"Cuz i still got my soul"

Take your time baby your blood needs slowin down
Breech yourself to reach yourself before you bloom
Reflecting of fears make shadows of nothing....
shadows of nothing...

You still are blind if you see a windy road
Cuz theres always a straight way to the point you see

DONT TRY TO LIVE SO WISE
DONT CRY CUZ YOU'RE SO WISE
DONT DRY WITH FAKES OR FEARS
CUZ YOU WILL HATE YOURSELF IN THE END.....
cuz you will hate yourself in the end.....

whew....I typed alot. peace

MAN! end of da year already!? no way....
this year went by so fast! altho i say then every year when its almost the end. heh heh. i made some good friends....i lost some good freinds...i made up with those lost friends....and ended up with no enemies as usual. *sigh*...only 3 more days left. my friend is throwing a going away party. I'm gonna miss her soOoOoOoOoOoo much! I'm drawing her a BIG InuYashaxKagome picture. she's gonna <3 it! and my other friend is leaving too. her last day is tomorrow. *sniff* must draw her picture....

la la la la-*cough cough* man! I've been sick for like 2 freakin days! i keep coughing and my nose is all stuffed up and then gets runny and my head hurts and my throat is really soar. ugh...life sucks. (kinda funny since yesterday i was talking about how great life is. and that its 'a blessing' )
does anyone find it odd to get hugged by someone of the same gender while both are in their underwear???  i do. i was in the locker room and then my friend came over and hugged me. i was all like wtf?!

welcome to my life...

                                                -sexuality-
man...today has been nothing but surprises i tell ya. turns out one of my friends are 'coming out' in some way that they might be bi-sexual. a girl had asked her out and she said no at first but now that its been a couple of weeks, she's sorta changed her mind to say yes. i have absolutely nothing against this in any way. i dont see it wrong, digusting or whatever. some ppl find girlxguy and guyxgirl fine. and others find girlxgirl and guyxguy just plain wrong. but answer me this...isnt love all the same? no matter how u look at it? love is something that cannot be described and put into words. theres absolutely no way of doing it. sure the Bible mayn go against bis, lesbians, and gay. but who cares? that isnt the meaning of life. religion screws ppl up on doing what their religion says rather than following their heart and what they want to do. animals dont give a crap. they have no religion. and they most likely have the best life ever. they live and be happy. thats what we need to do. just live. be happy. simple as that. life is an enjoyment-a blessing. so just live. dont give a crap about what other ppl say or think. who cares? cuz whether ppl like it or not, this is how the world is gonna be.
i myself am straight. i am attracted to women but not intimately or sexually. just as being good friends and such. but if i were to ever meet a girl who i felt passion or affectionate feelings for, then i would go out with her. i am not bi nor lesbian. nor am i somewhat bi-curious. i just think love is something that everyone should understand and not judge it automatically by gender.

so gimme a hug....I'm special  *hugs you*